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almost a LOVE letter...

2010-03-24T07:57:00.001+08:00

My everdearest Irene,

By the time you open this, you'll be moments away from walking down the aisle. I will say a prayer for you that you may find meaning in what you're about to do.

Sometimes I wonder why we ever met. Is it only for me to find fleeting happiness but experience eternal pain? Is it only for us to find a true love but then lose it again? Or is it because there's a bigger plan for the two of us?

I hope that you have experienced true happiness with me. I have done everything humanly possible to love you. And today, as you make your vows . . . I make my own vow to YOU!

I will love you for the rest of my life. I loved you from the first time I laid eyes on you, to the time we spent together, up to the final moments of your single life. But more importantly, I will love you until the life in me is gone and until we are together again.

Do not worry about me! I will be happy for you. I have enough memories of us to last me a lifetime. Always remember though that in my heart, in my mind and in my soul, YOU WILL ALWAYS

. . . AND THE WONDERFUL THINGS YOU DO!

BE MINE . . . . AND MINE ALONE, and I WILL ALWAYS BE YOURS AND YOURS ALONE!

I LOVE YOU FOREVER, I LOVE YOU FOR ALWAYS. AS LONG AS I'M LIVING MY TWEETIE YOU'LL BE!"2

Eternally yours,
NOLI

have to defy gravity...

2010-03-24T07:20:00.002+08:00

no reason of fighting back…

Vertical Horizon. love them.

2010-01-11T06:42:00.000+08:00

thinking and realizing things OUT LOUD.

2009-11-06T07:13:00.000+08:00

this coming sem.. and for the rest of my life.. I SHOULD STOP RANTING.. do what should be done and be productive.MAKE use OF the "i think" weaknesses to be stronger AND BE BETTER (OR THE BEST). i'm tired of being just "average"... to fail. to cry. to be depressed. to be stressed.
I never stopped dreaming of the future, of my future. But, I realized that its all that I do.. Neglecting the present which bars myself from those dreams. I should've gotten things right if I hadn't focused my attention that every task is hard and I can't do it (but still ending doing it). However, in the process of finishing the task, my goal was to finish it rather than finishing with the result of feeling TRULY SATISFIED, fulfilled, and happy with my work.
I'm tired of being depressed, of feeling stressed. In the end, I realize that its all my fault. It's not that the exams are hard, the lessons or reading materials are hard to read and understand. professors embodying the high level of toxicity and I, ending up blaming them for getting average to "just passing" grades. My professor was right, quoting one of Marx's books. If you see a problem, it means you see also see a solution. Well, maybe the solution was just hard for me or for most of us to accept and to admit because of the possibility of giving up things that provides the temporary immunity from reality. We may have unique views on what is reality. what is true to reality is that it will always have good and bad.. balancing everything out. having the "end product" of learning and becoming a better person for a better world.
NOW, I should STOP SAYING that its GOING TO BE hard.

BUT RATHER, i should say, I AM READY TO ACCEPT THE CHALLENGE.

"POTAAAAAAAAAA!!! WATDAFAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCKKKKK!" (JEN,2009) XD

A POEM FOR MYSLEF

2009-10-29T15:04:00.003+08:00

THE LIFE I LIVE
THE LIFE I GIVE
THE LOVE I HAVE
THE LOVE HAS LEFT
I AM NOW SO SCARED
I FEAR TO HURT
I FEAR TO BE
BECOMING ME
IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD NOT BE
I AM SELFISH
I AM FOOLISH
NOWHERE WILL IT TAKE ME
OR MAYBE JUST UNCERTAIN
OR UNLUCKY
I CARE FOR LIFE
I CARE FOR PEOPLE
I WANT TO BE BRAVE
I'LL FACE MISERY AND SCRUTINY
FROM ALL THE PEOPLE ALL EYES ON ME
SHOULD I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT

day dream

2009-09-17T20:01:00.002+08:00

I have a lot of things inside my head right now. There is this issue which I do not know how I can even resolve it. My confidence is at its lowest point. I'm with this crowd of geniuses but I feel left out for not being, simply, like them... I try to study... I try so hard to step out of my shell and brave enough to work harder, study harder.
I'm lost.
I know I want something.. but I don't know what it is... what they are..
There is just this feeling inside me, screaming for freedom...
But I'm afraid.
Sorry for this EMO post... don't worry... no tear will slide down my eyes and down to my cheeks...

emo day

2008-11-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

never expected that i would see that sweet and bubbly person cry we are here for you.. you know who you are.. lesson learned.. never expect to much especially if there is no commitment at all lesson to be taught c'mon guys. wag paasa na magsasabi na you value a person so much and then the next day, just friends na lang.. DON'T GIVE MIX SIGNALS. KAHIT NA WALANG COMMITMENT, WAG PAASA. (gago!) advice: get yourself busy study harder focus on achieving your acad goals have clean fun with your true and trusted friends cry on their shoulders if you can't take it anymore smile after and be happy for the experience (parang rollercoster na lang)

RVC INDUCTION

2008-10-31T04:12:00.000+08:00

yes.. it is..

show off your uber cute self.. hehehehe

on saturday.. yes this NOVEMBER 3, 2008, 8am, {don't be late!}...

sa UPM po ang induction (saan pa nga ba??)

the search is on for the new faces of RVC!!! harharhar!!!!

whole day po ito.. hope to see you there.. announce ko na lang kung saan room..

before i forget..

REGISTRATION VOLUNTEER CORPS.

"RVC"

sila yung mga students na volunteers tuwing registration or better known as ENROLLMENT..

mas makikilala niyo sila kapag pumunta kayo sa induction sa monday

we don't bite.. mabait kami.. hehehehehe...

promise.. masaya ito!!!

kita kitz!! pede na sumali mga freshies!!!!

RVC INDUCTION

2008-10-29T11:53:00.000+08:00

ok! sa wakas! heto na ibibigay ko na!!!

sa november 3 na ang induction ng RVC. freshies pede na sumali.

be one of us. see yah there. PM me for other infos.

TO MY FWENDS!

2008-10-13T14:43:00.000+08:00

di ako OL hanggang october 24, 2008... huhuhu..

i'll miss you all..

emo! yuck!

anyways! ayun..

HOMOSEXUAL EDUCATION

2008-10-09T10:18:00.000+08:00

This is in connection with my COMM II Final Paper.

for sure not all of us have fully accepted the homosexuality in this country grounded by its traditional beliefs on sex and gender. but we cannot make LESBIANS, GAYS, BISEXUALS, AND TRANSGENDERED, dissapper or even order them to change themseves into what they were originally. I am for the granting of equal rights among these LGBT's, not just rights but also respect as part of these world.

I would like to seek on your views on the proposition of Homosexual Education, it is a subject to be integrated in the present curriculum to alleviate discrimination against homosexuals. the goal is to be able to educate the people of the concept of Homosexuality. If we would be very observant in our society, there are kids who have felt of being ONE of the LGBT, but when they disclose it to public, often times they are welcomed with disgust and pressured to reconsider their realization of themselves.

Sharing your views would really help me big time and will be much appreciated. THANK YOU. EMAIL TO ME YOUR VIEWS REGARDING THE TOPIC. klarizze_valdoria@yahoo.com

WARNING: DON'T READ THIS. CONTAINS THINGS HARD FOR YOU TO HANDLE.

2008-10-09T03:49:00.000+08:00

OK. sana wala akong mga bagsak, please lang.. bakit ba ganito sa UPM.. ang GE, astang major.. grrr..

i admit, kasalanan din ako.. pero its not my fault kung nakakaantok talaga siya, parang everytime that person opens her mouth, haaayy.. every word dances out of that person's mouth like the notes of Peter Piper (tama ba? yung sa fairytale ito), makes my eyes feel heavy, starting to drowse off, and there.. zzzzZZZZZZ.... don't worry, nap lang yun.. pero nagigising ako, ang weird kasi mga 5mins pa lang ako nakakatulog nanaginip na ako.. hehehehehehe....

next sem will be a different sem.. shet!!! kailangan ko ng makalipat sa diliman!!!!! mas malapit, mas makakatipid ako hindi ako ma-sstress..

oh God.. please.. guide me and show me the right path..

malapit na ang christmas, eh diba kaka-january pa lang.. hahahaha!! patawa. anyway, naunahan lang ako ni dm na mag-post ako ng wishlist for this coming holiday.. pero, heto na... hahahahaha!! pag-nabasa mo ito, you have to choose among the gifts i want for christmas!! wahahahahahaha!! eh kasi naman, babasa basa ka jan eh..

1. Cadbury chocolate bar, now this is very important, kailangan MACADEMIA nuts..

2. TWILIGHT MOVIE TICKETS.. dapat advance ito mabigay kasi sa november na ito noh?! demanding.. hehehe..

3. ADOBE CS4, yung nag-wowork sa vista..

4. UPM JACKET, yung may hood na astig ang design, hindi yung unang labas.. maroon, small ang size ko.. duh?!

5. MYMP concert ticket, hindi ko alam kung may concert sila pero matagal ko na silang gustong makita magperform live.. huhuhu!!! and/or MYMP NOW album.. hehehehe..

6. HOST book, by Stephanie Meyer

7. Analog Soul na Laptop sleeve, 14'1 ang size ng laptop ko.. harharharhar!!!

8. TREAT SA MA-MON-LUK.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHa!!! sarap ng mami dun eh, actually lahat na pagkain dun macharap!!!

9. ORGANIZER SA POWERBOOKS, yung parang kasing laki lang ng ordinaryong notebook. dapat yung nakakamotivate ang colors, pink/green/orange/ any color na parang culay candy.. hehehehe

10. Banana Peel flip- flops, size 6.. basta cute

11. ISAW yung manok sa tindahan ni Mang Larry yun nabibili sa UPD, bente nun.. hahahahahaha!!!

12. BALUT, gusto ko mga 3 pede na..

13. POST-ITZ, yung super bright ang color..

14. NIGHT-OUT with my CLOSE-friends (sa UPM and pati yung mga UPD) (YUNG SA BICOL GANUN DIN, I MISS THEM SO MUCH)

15. LAPTOP BAG na backpack na ang tanging kasya ay 14'1 na laptop ang yung adpator nya.. hehehehehehe..

So there, as of now, yun pa lang naman.. ADVANCE THANK YOU!!! wahahahahahahahaha!!!! ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

p.s.

yung last eh fun time with.. ehem... special someone.. hehehehe.. *cheezy*

UTOT

2008-09-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

bakit nga ba utot ang naisipang title sa blog na ito..
hmmmm?? gusto ko lang maglabas ng sama ng loob..
ako lang naman may kasalanan.. eh..

ok payn!

1. nakakainis kasi palapit na ang deadline ng PS14 Final Paper!!!! 2 weeks na lang at may isa pa akong paper na kailangan matapos kung hindi guguho na naman ang mundo ko..

2. exams exams examsssssszzzzzzz!!!!! histo 4 September 30, natsci 8 October 2, polsci14 Sepetember 27!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!!!!!!

3. ano pa ba?? actually tingin ko kaya ko naman ito.. kaso nga lang by the way you look at it... DI MO ALAM KUNG SAAN KA MAGSISIMULA..

4. buhay nga naman... pati ba naman kami, nahawa ng financial crisis ng US... globalization talaga.. i know... may advantages.. pero kaya nga may concept na disadvantage kasinag-exist si advantage.. (getz nyo ba???)

5. ay oo nga pala, nagreport kami ngayon sa polsci 14, well, ayos naman siya.. kaso nung turn ko na, ayun di ko natapos so kailangan ko siyang ipagpatuloy next meeting... hehehehehehehehe... MAGHAHANDA AKO...

6. so.. utot.. don't worry... itong sama ng loob na ito ay maihahambing mo na ngayon sa kabag (yung hangin sa loob ng tiyan) na kapag nilabas mo sa pamamagitan ng pag-utot..
eh... WALANG AMOY....

haahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!

Basura bags sa STATES

2008-09-18T10:46:00.000+08:00

yup.. looks familiar.. like you've seen it here in our country.. it is from our country..

imagine, they are selling it there $23.95 equal to Php 1125.65

that's super expensive.. i mean, for us.. hhehehehe..

but its really great that the people who made these kind of bags are earning much more than they used to (are they)..

i do hope so..

i just had an idea in mind.. well, what if..

1. the government imposes to everyone who goes grocery shopping to use these bags instead of those TOXIC-BAHA-CAUSING plastic bags..

2. and in exchange of using those bags everytime they shop, the government can lower the taxes they pay

i hope they agree with me..

thoughts to ponder

2008-07-29T04:26:00.000+08:00

why is it during the sona, a one hour or less speech of the president about his or her accomplishments on the past year, the "Batasan" is filled of galmorous pipz.. aha!!

they their own red carpet..

itz just really ironic to me, that these people would take the time and money (lot's of it, really, a lot) to dress up..

commenting on PGMA's dress, I LOVE IT.. AND I MEAN IT.. but..

hehehehehe!!!

she claimed, (or did she??) her dress was just worth 3K, and it symbolizes her being one with the "poor"

C'MON????!!!!!!

i'm not for her, and i'm not that against her either..

i'm moreon the neutral side

weighing everything before i make a judgement

1. she said that because of her important desicions (for the good of the country daw) she was unpopular

reaction: maybe part of it is true. somethings are meant to be sacrificed.. tsk tsk tsk..

2. the vat couldn't be scraped off because it aids the poor

reaction: helps the poor??? the poor pays for it, too. and i personally think the middle class are becoming these poor people..

3. her "special guests" wohoo!! the child hero, the jeepney driver, the mayor (part of an ethnic group), of course you remember him, he's the only person wearing something different.. hahahahahahaha!!! the lady welders,.. and so on..

4. the .50 text.. hahahahahha!!! that we should thank her for it.. (promo lang kaya yung, 3 months lang nga eh)

5. and get this, P3B for the anti-graft!!! that's big money.. i sense some people wanting to buy new cars or new houses?? basta, new something.. hehehehehhe!!

and the list goes on..

oooohh!!! i just noticed something...

the house of reps.. the members, almost COMPLETE ATTENDANCE!!! wahahahhahahahaha!!!!

_end_

attention!! postponed po yung INDUCTION SA RVC..

2008-07-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

opo, move po yung date which i don't know when

but i'll be keeping you all posted..!!! sorry sa abala..

an article that made me cry..

2008-07-08T07:35:00.000+08:00

i never knew him.. reading this article introduced me to him.. haaayy.. how inspiring.. THANK YOU KA BEL.. may your soul rest in peace..

Youngblood
Quiapo vendors

By Consuelo Maria G. Lucero
Philippine Daily Inquirer
First Posted 01:19:00 07/03/2008

The day after “Ka Bel” died, my father sent me an email urging me to go to the wake for the party-list representative. He said Crispin Beltran was once his boss and one whom he deeply respected, and he felt it was his filial obligation to offer flowers and prayers at his wake. But since he was away in Maastricht, the Netherlands, on a scholarship, he asked me to go his place.

I’m no leftist; I’m not even politically inclined, as some of my schoolmates have probably noted. So when I put on my denim pants and rubber shoes to go to Manila’s Quiapo district to buy some flowers, I thought that I was merely doing what my father had asked me to do: to offer flowers and prayers for a dead man.

When I got to Quiapo, I searched the flower vendors at the side of the church, trying to imagine what colors my father would have wanted. I stopped at a nondescript stall with green, maroon and pink flowers, not just the usual yellow and white. The vendor told the white or yellow mums would cost P100, but if I picked assorted colors it would cost me P150.

I tried to bargain, and she brought down the price of the latter to P140.

I asked if the funeral wreath came with ribbons. “Extra P20 kung may ribbon,” she said.

I did not bother to haggle anymore. Then I handed her a piece of paper on which I had copied the epitaph my father wrote: “Pagpugay sa dakilang anak ng uring manggagawa, Ka Bel; Ang buhay at alaala mo’y titis ng pag-asa sa pakikibaka ng uri. — Kas. George.”

The vendor was shocked by the long message. I figured that she was used to writing only “Condolence and sympathy” on the ribbon. But she talked so loud that the other vendors came over.

“Santissima! Kay Ka Bel mo ba ibibigay?” a vendor of Lego-like toys asked.

I nodded and smiled.

“Diyos ko, Mare, huwag mo na singilin!” she told the flower vendor. “Kay Ka Bel naman pala eh. Kapatid natin iyon sa pakikibaka.”

They called their friends, who were selling trinkets worth P10 or less. One of them offered to do the writing, declaring his handwriting was the best. Others shared their opinions about Ka Bel. Some told the flower vendor to add more flowers on the wreath.

“Nakakasama kasi namin sa rally si Ka Bel,” the friendly toy vendor explained.

“Oo, at wala siyang paki kahit mga mahihirap kami,” the man with the nice handwriting chimed in.

Some asked me if I was going alone, or if I was with a leftist group. I politely told them that I was going on behalf of my school organization.

When they asked me what school I attended, someone said, “Mabuting may mga matatalino pa ring sumusuporta sa mga mahihirap.” I did have the courage to tell them I was no leftist.

Finally they finished the wreath, beautifully done. The flower vendor told me that with all the additions, the wreath was now worth more than P200, but she was giving it to me for free as her own offering for Ka Bel. A vendor of plastic bags gave me a big red-and-white plastic free of charge. And while I was preparing to leave, a cigarette vendor came with a small bouquet of white mums and asked me to bring them to their champion. Then they all bade me a cheery goodbye, while asking me to extend their condolences to Ka Bel’s family. I rode the jeepney to Taft Avenue with a heart that was never more deeply touched.

Had my father been here, he would have gone every day to the wake. He would have go to Ka Bel’s funeral, marching with his buddies in the labor group Kilusang Mayo Uno, sharing pictures and stories of Ka Bel and the KMU. He probably would not have thought of asking me to go with him, knowing that I am not interested in rallies and leftist organizations.

But maybe it was a good thing that he was away and had to ask me to do this. I never would have come so close to the poor and neither would have known how deeply they felt about Ka Bel, their “brother in the struggle” against poverty.

Consuelo Maria G. Lucero, 17, is a third-year Bachelor of Arts in Comparative Literature student at the University of the Philippines in Diliman, Quezon City

romantika!!

2008-06-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

http://www.bikoy.net/archives/2008/06/19/she-says-it-herself/

inspiration nating lahat.. hehehehe..

right to life

2008-06-24T17:10:00.000+08:00

money makes the world go round

can make a person go round

around people unfortunately lacks of money..

do you even have that right to boss around

to treat everyone lower than your level

like maids..

but the problem is,

respect is not there anymore

what annoys me the most

nangangaral sila

naririnig ba nila mga sinasabi nila??

they play with your minds

you thought they were the most trusting people you have..

wrong!!

do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you

haaayyy.. nagsisimba nga pero labas din sa tenga yung mga pinapangaral sa simbahan..

i'm sorry.. i know guilty din ako..

i do not deny that..

dapat matuto din tayo i-admit na may mali din tayo..

hindi dahil mas matalino or mas mayaman or mas magaling ka

palagi kang tama

"hindi ini-IMPOSE ang RESPECT

YOU SHOULD EARN it" -PBB, bea

...to be continued

so wala nga pasok na naman????

2008-06-23T14:02:00.000+08:00

June 24 non-working holiday in Manila--Palace

INQUIRER.net
First Posted 18:44:00 06/16/2008

MANILA, Philippines -- President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo has declared June 24 a special non-working holiday in the City of Manila. The declaration was made by virtue of Proclamation No. 1500, according to a statement to media by the city government.

June 24 marks the 437th Foundation anniversary of Manila. The Proclamation was signed last May 9 but was released only this Monday by Malacañang, it said.

“It is but fitting and proper that the residents of the City be given full opportunity to celebrate the occasion with appropriate ceremonies,” President Arroyo said.

Katherine Evangelista

love like this

2008-06-23T06:00:00.000+08:00

no one gets tired of a love that you are sure of having forever..

so you see, i really found him

the one..

some people ask me

"3 years? di ba nakakasawa?"

it is not how old your realationship is..

it is how you love the person truthfully, faithfully, unconditionally

no second thoughts of spending the rest of your life with the one you love

no regrets

no pressure

pure

true

love

respect

thank you God for this wonderful gift..

sched ko

2008-06-21T07:10:00.000+08:00

MTh

natsci8 1:00-2:30

econ11 2:30-4:00

histo4 4:00-5:30

PE walking 7-9

polsci14 9-12

psych101 1-4

ang saya ng sched noh?? hehehe.. wala lang.

I.C.U.

2008-06-16T14:53:00.000+08:00

yah, i am..

i am what??

two loves at the same time that is the question..

how can that possibly be..

there can only be two people in a relationship..

that is why the term "couple" is used..

you tried your best to make everything work..

but how can something work if only one does the job

this ordeal that i am facing..

loving someone so much,

BUT..

the person you love is now loving someone else..

zero..

YOU EVEN TRied to court him..

the effort..

the love.. the pain you endured..

just to make him feel how you love him so much..

how important he is to you..

as i have said..

ZERO..

i would never neglect the idea that he is hurting too..

but, i never did him wrong.. i have always been faithful after i have learned that lesson..

fighting for someone, as long as he also fighting with you.. to make everything work..

...that is love..

never giving up.. both of you..

lost and found

2008-06-11T16:34:00.000+08:00

driving alone.. in circles..

lost.. never found..

as the glass windows began to break..

i became bruised, scorned...

how can these happen.. unexpectedly, you try to recover from the physical pain..

but that is just that..

deep inside..

the hurt that i am feeling is incomparable from the heart that physically tortures me..

i have to hold on.. i want to hold on..

i may be alone.. bloody bruised and all..

all of this pain i am willing to endure

to drive and get to you...

have you..

be with you..

i didn't dream of you for nothing..

i am going to fight for you because you are my everything...

you are my other half..

and i am yours..

i love you..

so much..

narnia: prince caspian

2008-06-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

The Call - Regina Spektorthis was the closing song for the movie.. awww.. susan left her prince.. while watching the movie, it made me realize something.. this is such a wonderful world.. yung mga places na most of mankind are like Telmarins who are unaware of other creatures that may be living in this world.. caring only for mankind's sake.. selfishness will never lead you anywhere.. you must be sensitive that God created us all, and we all have the right for our home.. but our world is the real world.. there are no susan, peter, edmund and lucy for us to be saved from the battle between good and evil.. no second chances.. no magic.. we must work on our own magic.. we call on God everytime we need help, when we are in trouble, or troubled.. i don't think that's bad at all.. I LOVE YOU GOD.. hehehehe.. my point is, why don't we ask for ourselves.. why not help each other.. even in our own little way, change can be possible.. of course, change for the better..

KAKAtakot lang yung part, what if the trees can really move and isa sila sa mga may galit sa tao dahil sa pag-abuse natin sa natural resources natin.. i love the trees.. na-appreciate ko talaga yung places where they shot the movie.. ang ganda, sobra.. napaka-virgin pa ng forest.. hahahahaha!!! sana makapunta ako dun..

ang gwapo ni PETER!!!! hahahahahaha!! (sorry, just have to let it out..)

yung war between the talmerins and narnians, parang in our world, yung global warming.. everything is changing fast.. yet some still have hope that we can surpass this change, but we must try hard.. no.. supah dupah hard.. tayo lang naman mag-susuffer.. don't let selfishness get in the way..

...

i need help

2008-06-08T10:23:00.000+08:00

currently i'm a 2nd year BA POLITICAL SCIENCE student the NATIONAL UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES MANILA (a.k.a. UPM) and i plan to take Law at any prestigious Law school.. (up, ateneo,...)

my problem... di kami mayaman to support my plan after grad.. so have to think hard if political science will help me with that problem..

i plan to transfer at UPD next year.. BS Economics is at the top of my list of possible courses to transfer.. next is BA Comm Research and, lastly BA European Language..

i really want to pursue corporate law.. that is way i opt for having a degree in economics..

sa mga kumukuha ng ECON SA UPD... am i making the right decision??? would i get a job that will and CAN support my future plans to take up LAW????

can i still graduate on time.. if di ako mag-ttransfer, 2011 is the year expected for to graduate.. aabot kaya ako kung magttransfer ako to econ??? thanks a bunch!!!!!

green day

2008-06-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

totoo nga na kapag may nawala may dadating na bago.. (well, di naman talaga sila nawala, lumipat lang ng school)

miss ko na kayo..

joining rvc was, very life changing...

during the interview, of course, nininerbyos ako!!! who wouldn't.. pero, after all the drama i faced..

waaaahhh!!! i got in.. i was really afraid of something before joining the pseudo-org.. to not be accepted by other members.. well, those praning thoughts were just praning thoughts..

they proved me wrong..

they were all nice people... funny, sensible, cool, astig pipz of upm..

why??

kahit na dapat nagpapahinga sila and i-ready ang mga sarili sa coming school year, they go to upm to help sa registration.. hindi biro ang pagiging rvc.. lalo na ang pagod and katakot na mga magulang or even students na pedeng mang-aaway sayo kasi di mo sila pina

gbigyan sa gusto nila.. (late na, nagpupumilit na magregister, hindi yun pede, late reg ka na)

sa mga parents na freshie, kung mang-away man sila, you can't blame them, they waited and clueluss din sila sa mahabang pilahan at habulan sa mga prof na mag-aadvice sa up.. hehehehe.. pero rules are rules.. you have to comply, no matter what..

anyway, i know, mas makikilala ko pa sila sa pagdaan ng mga registration days, pati na school days.. hehehe.. i hope i get to see them pag tapos na reg..

so yung di pa rvc dyan.. JOIN NA KAYO.. ALL UPM CAS STUDENTS ARE INVITE

D!!! this mid sem magkakaron ng induction, i'll keep you all posted kung kelan ang date..

wag kayo matakot.. we don't bite.. hahahahaha!!! join our one big (getting bigger) family!!!

what happpened??!!!!

2008-06-05T15:54:00.000+08:00

hehehehe.. nawala ako noh sa sirkulasyon.. hihihi!!! ayan tawa.. ang saya ng week ko kasi duty ako sa rvc, EVERYDAY.

aha..

7:30 call time.. but unfortunately nalalate pa ako minsan.. grrrr!!! may fine siya!!! from P20 ---->P50

nakakapagod yung 1st day.. my whole body ached.. big time!!! huhuhuhu!!!

pero, ok lang pa din sa akin.. the important thing is very valuable naman ang ginawa ko...

i love to help as long as i can, of course..

cheezy??? hehehehe!!

random things i enjoy during reg and after..

1. kita kits with new-found friends...

2. seeing never before seen pipz at upm

3. kita kits with close friends.. (huh?)

4. having fun freshie/newbie watching..

5. favorite post, CHECKING!!! wahahahahaha!!!

6. pow-wows (rvc thingy) hehehehe..

7. chikka sa mga naging classmates dati na rvc din.. ("parang getz?" -dyosa) hihihihi!!

8. helping the students of upm with their reg.. heehehehe!! MARTYR!!!

9. hmmm?? kanina lang.. naform ang snow white and the 4 dwarfs.. hahahahahaha!!!!

10. tawanan tuwing pow-wows.. tapos labasan ng loob kay.. ehem!!!

11. and the list goes on.. I LOVE RVC!!! im proud to be a rVc.. hehehehe!!!

burrrrrrppppppp!!!!! iba naman ito.. nangyari lang.. kasi dinner lang kami nila papa with my two uncles sa isang resto sa ortigas.. look at my plate.. hehehe.. simot!!! ANG SARAP NG SPARE RIBS NILA!!! waaaaaahhhh!!! my gosh!!!! sa RACKS.. hehehehe.. libre naman eh.. hehehehe.. pero the best.. imbitahan nyo ako kung maghahanda kayo dito ha??? hehehehe.. please and thank you.. (kapal)

miss ko na kayo aikay, nette, lui, diwai, maricon, bree.. sana ok lang kayo dyan.. hehehehe!! good luck!! kaya nyo yan!!! aja!! mwaaaahhh!!!

the last part: MY SUMMER ROCKED

2008-05-30T14:43:00.000+08:00

it was last week when we last saw each other..

walang kwenta pa nga kasi di na kami nakapag get-together after nung exam..

iniisip ko kung ano bang magiging last part ng blog na ito..

hmmmm?? bingo!! the best thing was to reminisce those bubbly moments with these people.. yung mas naalala ko sa kanilang mga nangyari.. hehehe.. (bakit nga ba bubbly?)

starting off with.. (hey this is in random order)

si lui---->

maybe yung nawala ang kanyang mahiwagang ID.. di ko man nahanap pero nahanap ni aikay sa CS.. (doon ba) hehehe.. baka kasi pag sinabi kong palma hall, meron mag-react at sabihing "napaka-NEWBIE" ko.. (hehehe, pake mo! peace)

this girl, salamat sa kanya kasi sa wakas nakadaan na rin ako sa PBB house.. hahahaha!!! and nakita ko na ABS.. kakahiya naman ito.. hehehehe.. dahil sa kanya, walng hiya kaming nagpose at nagpose sa harap ng bahay ni kuya.. she knows how to have fun and ang sipag mag-aral.. natuwa ako dito nung after ng exam, kapag tinanong mo kung kumusta ang exam, you'll know sa sagot nya na "ok lang" na she did well.. very relaxed person..

maricon------>

eto na.. remember nung papunta tayong UPM??? kukuha ata kayo nung ng tcg.. and on the there, biglang may nagtext ata sayo or something.. basta.. yung about sa CRUSH mo.. hehehe..

and nakakatuwa kasi gumawa pa talaga siya ng poem for him.. hahahahA!!! siguro kung magkaroon man ito ng BF, bubusogin nya ng mga poems..

speaking of poems.. nakipag-away pa ito na naman (alam niyo na kung kanino) kasi ewan.. parang hilig lang talagang barahin ang isa't isa.. remember worl war III.. ganun din.. si maricon ang taong ayaw mong maka-away, kasi kahit sa daan.. hahahaha!!! non-stop.. ilalabas nya sama ng loob nya no matter how many people are there or will think about her..

she's the opposite of lui.. why?? kasi naman hindi siya sanay sa grade na 2!!!! hahahahaha!!! she even cried for that.. pero, now, she's ok with it and trying to accept that truth.. bilib ako dito dito kasi, sobrang close sa mom nya..

ay oo nga pala, guys, eto ang taong hindi nakakatawid sa kalsada na walang kasama.. hahahaha!!!! yep, so what if wala siyang kasama talaga, i don't have to explain kung ano ang pede nyang gawin.. kaya if ever man, na may nangyari na may sumusunod sa inyo na babae na may glasses, na parang stalker.. siya ito.. tulungan nyo na lang tumawid.. peace consorcia..!! mwaaaahhh!!

aikay------>>>

echos!! echos!!! echos!!! hahahaha!!! siya ito.. ang prinsesa ng kaechosan.. siya nagpapaniwala kay bochong na "nakakabaog ang mentos".. (at naniwala naman si bochong) hahahahaha!!! she can't take pretty pics, well.. and.. ehem.. bochong siya.. (vain) warning: magugulatin ito, kahit na alam niya na gugulatin mo siya.. magugulat pa rin siya.. hahahaha!!!

ginulat ko siya one time sa MB and ano ang napala ko??? palo!! hahahaha!!

oh!! and siya pala nakadiscover ng mga wonderful things na nagagawa pala ng cam ko.. (poor me) three years na yung cam, and because of her, color accent was discovered.. hahahaha!!!

i salute you!! she wants an SLR cam.. BADLY... hihihihi!!!

never really thought na magiging close kami and she will trust me.. ECHOS! hehehe!!! ako nagpapa-HB sa kanya.. minsan?? o most of the time?? sorry.. heehehehe

nette------>

kasi naman.. ang pinili pang sched alanganin.. hehehe.. don't worry love pa rin kita.. SHE HATES PINK.. aha!! di na nga niya napansin one time na nakapink pala xa.. halos buong outfit kasma na yung fan..napaka-fashionista nito..

mahilig makipag-intense.. ehem.. chorva kay.. ehehehehe.. bochong.. and nakaloka kapag ginagawa nila ito.. (intense: tinginan sa mata)..

ang sipag din nito mag-aral and isa sa mga math GENIUSES.. good luck sa school of econ nette.. see yah, i hope next year.. hehehe..

diwai a.k.a. BOCHONG------->

skip na natin eto.. not worth it..

joke!! syempre.. ang hari ng kabochongan.. and still he claims na CAMERA VAIN LANG DAW SIYA.. whatev!! hehehe.. ganun na yun.

he's the only person in our circle na mahilig asarin at makipagasaran kay consorcia.. yung world war III, ang cute kasi siya yung unang nagsorry.. yihee!!! and pati nung walang humpay na debate sa poem na ginawa nya.. in the end ni-revise nya for maricon.. hehehehe..

dahil sa kanya nakapagbigay ako ng gonuts.. and si aikay tobleron.. kasi, yung hintayan, salisihan, iwanan, kitaan, awayan event.. hehehehe.. actually, plinano namin na magalit kami sa kanya para maging model siya na colgate namin (na hindi natuloy..) commercial.. pero siya pala magagalit sa amin.. na-karma tuloy kami.. to make it clear.. nung iniwanan nya kami, we really got pissed off.. tapos tuloy tuloy na until nakalimutan na namin yung plano.. hehehe.. sorry for that..

vote for him sa 2000something election.. president of the philippines.. hheheheheh..!!!

emman----->

eto ang taong game sa lahat na picturan.. well, yung mga risky.. yung 3rd exam namin and kelangan niya ng mag-cr.. ayun.. tapos, dala ko cam ko.. pumasok din kami sarah sa cr.. and guess what ng nalaman niya we're taking some pics... binuksan nya yung door ng cubicle nya.. xempre talikod siya.. and sumama siya sa pic.. hahahaha!! tawa ito ng tawa lalo na pag-nandyan na si sarah.. grabe... grabe.. grabe.. hahahaha!!! yung movie namin na ginawa na kadramahan at kalokohan.. and sa mga di pa siya masiyado nakikilala, i know ang first impression nyo is, mataray siya.. yung mata nya lang yun... give him a chance.. mabait yan si emman kahit ganyan siya makatingin..

"TIME FLIES WHEN WHEN YOUR HAVING FUN"

sarah--------->

hmmmmm?? ano ba?? wala ako maisip kung hindi.. HANGIN..

hehehehehe.. joke lang..

ang mga di ko sa kanya makalimutan, kapag math 11 class na.. and after..

naku nung magpapaphotox kami ng 3rd dept and finals.. pinaringgan niya si babaita!! waaaaahhh!!! it was really scary.. hehehehe.. ayaw niya talaga dun eh.. alala ko pa nga, nung 3rd dept namin.. may nakita siya na sky flakes.. tinanong nya yung mga classmates namin kung kanino yun, kanya na lang daw.. turned out.. kay babaita pala.. and binibigay naman ni babaita... hahahahahaha!!! naasar si sarah.. "kung sa kanya man lang.. wag na noh!!"

siya ang palaging naka-esme (tama ba??) dahil, sa kanya nakagawa ako ng "plan of my life" hehehe.. grabe ito sa hirit... as in.. walang tatalo.. ibang level.. love yah!!!!

ayan.. may nakalimutan ba ako?? wala na ata.. mamimiss ko ang mga aalis na.. at sa mga magsstay.. let's enjoy the UPM life and study harder.. mwaaaaaaahh!!!! thank you for the summer guys.. i wouldn't enjoy it without you all..

_the end_

marriage

2008-05-29T05:55:00.002+08:00

from ate faith:

To those who are married, .. not married .. and soon to be married ..

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her
hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate
quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let
her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic
calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me
softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away
the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we
didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find
out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a
satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her
anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which
stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my
company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who
had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt
sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take
back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly
in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was
actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me
for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing
something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep
and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just
did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't
want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal
a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a
month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked
me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her
out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was
going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her
odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed
loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she
has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce
intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the
first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is
holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From
the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten
meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't
tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put
her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove
alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned
on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that
I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she
was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair
was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I
wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of
intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her
life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of
intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became
easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday
workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a
few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my
dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so
thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness
in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry
mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an
essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer
and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I
might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms,
walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her
hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly;
it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I
held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to
school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life
lacked intimacy.

I drove to office... jumped out of the car swiftly without
locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...
I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I
do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do
you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I
said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she
and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love
each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home
on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then
slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove
away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers
for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled
and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a
relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the
bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for
happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be
your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that
build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

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sweet me..!!

2008-05-28T12:33:00.000+08:00

sa wakas.. wala lang.. naglaro kasi ng cadbury chocolate factory game.. nung una raisin brain ako.. pero ginalingan ko sa paggawa ng chocolate and now i'm very proud to say na honeycomb hero na ako!!! yehey!!!

ang kumakalat na epidemya!!!

2008-05-26T18:58:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. ang mga mahiwagang tanong na galing kay faye..

1. Cnu ang favorite teacher mo?
> sir ong, sir marquez and sir taguibao (pumapasok siya sa amin )

2 Nkakain Ka na ba sa Makel Food?
> aba, syempre, sino ba hindi???

3. Eh sa Hapag Pinoy?
> meron nun??? saan???

4. Nakatambay ka na ba sa bagong tambayan sa may College of Nursing?
> never been there..

5. Nakaakyat ka na ba sa PGH 8th floor?
> yup.. scary.. hehehe.. never knew that there was such a floor.. hihihi!!!
6. Alam mo ba kung saan located ang TBA?
> To Be Announced??? hehehe!!!

7. Nkailang units ka this sem?
> 15 lang

8. Mahirap ba mag-prerog?
> di naman, normal thing to do sa u.p.

9. May org ka ba? Ano?
> pseudo org lang, RVC.. hehehe..

10. Nkakain ka na ba sa CAS canteen? Aling stall ang favorite mo dun?
> nutri and yung smokeys and makel's (nung di pa mahal)

11. Sino crush mo sa UPManila???
> crush??? sana nandun si david cook.. hehehehe!!!

12. Sino sa tingin mo ang pinaka gwpo at mgandang teacher sa UPM?
> gosh.. sino ba??? uhm.. si sir.. uhm.. wla pa.. hehehe.. maganda si prof Martin..

13. Nakanood ka na ba ng Sayaw Manila?
> hindi!!! waaaahhh!!!

14. Ano masasabi mo sa mga tindera sa (mga tindahan sa) OUR?
> ok lang.. one time ko lang sila naka-interact.. what a term???

15. Eh yung CR ng AS?
> sa RH the best, sa GAB parang hindi bago ang bldg.. horror ang cr

16. Saan sa UPM ang lugar na sobrang nkakatakot kahit umaga?
> doon sa rh secon floor sa steps na mahaba yung sa may behsci dept. may multo dun for real...

17. Cno knaiinisan mo sa campus?
> mga maarte.. be it a boy or a girl..

18. Kilala mo ba si Conan?
> di pa
19. Ano ang masasabi mo tuwing nirerequire ng prof na manood ng play?
> i like!!!!

20. Alam mo ba ang ibig sabihin ng Tibak?
> you bet!!

21. Ano ang topic ng final paper mo sa Comm/Kom II?
> homosexual education: to end homosexual discrimination <-di pa tapos.. ehehhehe.. good luck sa akin

22. Saan ka na nkapag field trip?
> huhuhu.. wala pa so far...

23. Ilang UP Fair na napasukan mo?
>counted ba yung centennial kick-off celebration???

24. Ano ang opinyon mo sa mga frat wars?
> i don't want to witness any of that.. waste of time and very uncivilized.. hehehe!! peace..

25. Fan ka ba ng UP Pep Squad?
>hmmm?? maybe.. basta astig, i'll be a fan..

26. Favorite GE subject?
> histo 1.. and natsci. 4 and soc. sci II

27. Favorite major?
> wala pa..

28. Memorized mo ba UP naming mahal?
> nope, tsk tsk tsk..
29. Gusto mo ba tlaga sa UP?
> of course!!! bwahahahahaahahaha!!!

30. Gusto mo ba tlga course mo?
> yeah baby yeah!!!

uPmCAS batch 2007 ka ba??

2008-05-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

pm me your email add so i can add you up sa official site ng batch natin. the site where we can share information and contact each other for any event sa UPM. para walang napapag-iwanan, be updated.. join UPMCAS BATCH 2011 NOW!

david cook!!!!

2008-05-22T06:22:00.001+08:00

who would have thought that archuleta wouldn't win the idol finale.. he's cute with warm smile, wonderful angelic singing voice..
but the america made the right decision to let cook win..
hahahaha!!! biased..
actually i have my own conspiracy theory..
since my bff told me that AI was sort of a fraud because of paula's one comment (on jason's performance that never really happened..)
i thought maybe yesterday's grand finale was to make the fans feel "archuleta's gonna win" feeling..
and today, AI PROVED me RIGHT..
IT WAS JUST THE FEELING..
hahahah!!! cynical talaga ako.. sorry..
but there is still that side of me.. actually the 90% side who's been feeling so overwhelmed and happy of the RESULT!!! (kahit na alam ko na fraud lang)
i love you david cook!!!
waaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!

now we're back together..

2008-05-21T04:49:00.000+08:00

i can't believe it.
my bff was right all along..
when i told him about how he broke up with me and his reason..
bff said.. the reason was a lie..
and it was really a lie..
(salamat sayo, you know who you are )
now, we are back together.. although miles away.. we are or i am trying to patch things between me and him..
i love you..
sorry for hurting you..
please hold on..
Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

my love affair.. you shouldn't know about..

2008-05-06T19:33:00.002+08:00

ok.. i can't take it anymore.. i want to get it out of my system!! my conscience is hunting me day and night..
it all started on the first day of classes.. i bumped unto you at RH 11B, was it just an accident or Destiny..? we got so close from then on.. secretly meeting at that room every mondays and thursdays.. enjoying each others company.. i was loving you more and more.. although sometimes you get me confused on somethings you do, but i always try my best to understand..
i am not naive.. i know you have been spending your time with different girls everyday.. but i don't know.. i just feel so complete with you.. there came a point that we had so many problems.. i tried and tried to solve it but to no avail, i couldn't give answers to everything.. then, the day came when you told me that your setting me free or i'll stay with you.. i've asked every person who knows you and they told me.. to not give you up.. i shouldn't let myself lose this fight..
so i hold on to you.. so tight.. i was always there for you.. you were there but little by little you were letting go..
i never cried.. when you broke up with me.. i know there someone better for me.. i learned to forget you and move on.. and as the school year ended i turned out okay..
but now.. here you are again.. asking me for one more chance.. i explained to you, that i did my best.. but i guess my best wasn't good enough.. so now here we are.. back where we were before..
i have become more understanding of you.. and you to me.. i never thought that you will want me back in your arms again.. everyday we see each other i've grown more mature on every problem that i face with you.. i learned be strong.. very strong to not ruin our secret love affair.. still, i know you spend your time with other girls after our get together.. but.. that's okay.. i understand..
i know, i shouldn't rush into conclusions, but i hope and pray hard that this time.. WE WILL WORK.. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I HAD THAT CAPABILITY OF UNDERSTANDING YOU HERE IN DILIMAN.. I LOVE YOU..

math 11!!! bwahahahahaha!!! akala nyo kung sino noh.. lahat tayo may love affair dito... sana mag-work na kami!! hahahaha!!!! PEACE!!!

near death

2008-05-04T13:13:00.003+08:00

kaninang umaga sinamahan ko tatay ko sa palengke malapit sa amin.. on our way there.. i was looking at the right side of the lane while crossing the street.. when suddenly i was shocked to be almost hit by a motorcycle!!! grrr..!!! nasa tamang lane ka na nga.. ginawa mo naman yung mga precationary measures pero bakit???
Disiplina.. yan..kaya nga may mga lanes.. yung papunta and pabalik.. (i dont know kung ano right term nila dun). tapos tumawid sa tamang TAWIRAN.. (pedestrian lane) yung sa FAURA.. leche!! supposed to be pag nag yellow ang color ng traffic light, it means you should slow down.. yung mga PUJ and PUB (dahil sa pakikipagunahan makakuha ng pasahero) binibilisan pa lalo para makaabot sa kabilang street. about sa pedestrian, kapag naka-red na traffic light, it means na stop before the pedestrian lane mismo.. not on or after the pedestrian lane... how could the people cross the street kung may nakaharang na sasakyan sa safe na dadaanaN nila.. haaaayyy.. naku talaga..
dati, naalala ko.. kakababa ko pa lang ng jeep from school. sa street namin one way lang so sa isang side lang ako tumitingin kung may paparating na sasakyan.. tapos ganun na nga, may lumabag na naman at dumaan sa street na ONE WAY??!!! tapos pag nakadisgrasya ang sagot, isang kamot sa ulo (wala namang makati), tapos "PASENSYA po, di ko kasi nakita" DUH??!!! haaaayyy.. Pinas nga naman..
aaminin ko ang ibang tao (yung tatawid) may kasalanan din.. siguro dahil sa pagmamadali (ok katamaran) liliban sila at liliban kahit na bawal.. kaya may nadidisgrasya kasi hindi sumusunod sa batas trapiko.. iF you value your life.. PLEASE sana kahit sa maliliit na bagay.. magkaroon naman TAYO ng DISIPLINA.

a day in the life of a self confessed addict

2008-04-30T23:30:00.004+08:00

yeah.. i am.. an addict.. of what??
of everything actually.. i dose of whenever someone speaks to me like a hermit..
actually i am bothered right now.. of what??
i don't know..
my life has been this crazy since.. i was born in this world..
the pressures, responsibilities..
all of this..
sometimes, i want to take my life.. but how petty..
i feel sorry for all those people who thinks that i am not good enough..
that i'm stupid.. maybe i am.. i don't know..
just wait.. to be continued..

say it again

2008-04-23T19:47:00.001+08:00

walking that afternoon.. alone.. hearing the deafening silence that surrounds me.. i do not know what to wish for.. ask for..
i have them as they also have me.. but there will come a time that all of them and I will part ways for something better...
i love them.. i do not want to be selfish.. i also want the best for them.. mushy, corny.. yeah.. whatever.. that is how i am as a person and as a friend..
sometimes i wish that i never met them..
sorry.. but i also do not want that.. i take it back..
i am thankful.. very thankful for having these people in my life..
to all the drama we faced.. (school drama)
this is the feeling when you had a whole cake, looking at it with dreamy eyes then piece by piece you know that it will be eaten by others.. but you cannot take all of them all by yourself because that is just selfish..
so you learn to give it away for the best..
haaayyy.. this is real life.. this is the truth.. and.. TRUTH HURTS...

long lost brothers???

2008-04-10T23:07:00.003+08:00

hahahahahaha!!! my brother karl and nan, don't they really look alike. the first time my parents made me watch pbb teens 2, i was really laughing so hard after i found out myself that they look like brothers.. i am a mean sister!!.. sorry karl.. i'm your big sister, ("BIG" hmmm..??) love yah, really.. you know how siblings show some love here.. peace!!! I just have to post this..

I LIVED THE DREAM.. then i left it..

2008-03-23T14:54:00.004+08:00

Yes, it's true. I left it. For what reasons you may ask. Because I became envious of people whom i think can sing better than I can. Their magnificent voices, which made me feel not good enough to belong in that circle. Emo, right??. That's what I thought. I am afraid that people might compare me from them.
I also want to prove that I'm not just good at singing. That is why I have entered and got accepted at the UNIVERSITY of the PHILIPPINES, Manila. Earning a bachelor's degree in Political Science. I know, i still have a lot to prove. But I believe on my capabilities to be that person whom everyone will look up to, someday. I will show the world what I AM REALLY MADE OF. I'm NOT JUST KLA. I AM KLARIZZE Y. VALDORIA ALWAYS READY TO FACE THE WORLD WITHOUT FEAR.
Maybe I am right of setting aside my love of singing, but I know it will always be a part of my life. maybe time will come that no matter how i RESIST, i will give in and eventually see my self singing in front of a big crowd.
ta-ta for now..

2008-03-22T18:41:00.002+08:00

tinamaan lang..

i just can't help it

2008-03-18T21:12:00.003+08:00

At last, my topic has been approved. And I got the chance to talk to my prof. Ma'm Gavino... Honestly, there came a point when i'm beginning to hate her.. But that is just because, i'm at the height of my emotions. Afraid of having a failing grade. I don't want that to happen. The feeling was like having butterflies in my stomach.. hahaha!!! She even gave me a compliment, that my topic is very unique. I was the first one, from all of her classes, who came up with it. Even though most students don't like her, I just can't.
I look up on her. got to go... shinare ko lang... hehehehe!!!

mymp at 1:06 am

2008-03-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

"they say were crazy..." I'm so tired, still working on the paper that we have to submit tomorrow and taking two exams.. crazy, that is who i am right now. i regret all those times that i have spent watching "Coffey Prince". the time that i should have spent thinking about my mini thesis.. aaaaaarrrggghhh... (The last minute grudges) and now, I'm listening to one of my favorite acoustic duo, MYMP.. haaaay... but hey, "nothing's gonna stop me now.." i know i can do this.. I WILL..

to that person.. you know who you are.. i hope and i wish for you to not turn into this kind that suddenly bursts when you are not sure and don't have any idea of what really is happening, paranoid.. I've been working my ass off.. but you, think of me this way.. take care.. for the nth time, don't.. PLEASE.. don't ever do this again.. I'm sorry.. i don't have any intention of hurting you.. you thought of it that way so that's what made you feel hurt..